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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

the thing i realized in the process of choosing which road to take is
i am not really the one who is in charge...
there're people who are holding the steering even though I am the one who's in the driving seat.
the feeling of frustration just came and I can't stop it.

when I've decided which route to take, they will suggest another way.
and when I've finally decided to just let them be in charged,
they changed their mind...

phew....it just perplexes me....


Monday, October 12, 2009

I'm trying really, really, really hard to not get hopeful and optimistic
you have NO idea.
I keep trying to stop myself from thinking about it every time my mind trails off,
and I keep telling myself that this is impossible.

But I hate how the littlest thing gets the optimistic part of me in the back of my head,
and it just perks up and doesn't settle back down.
It keeps finding loopholes so that I can tell myself that no, it is possible
and there are still certain possibilities.
It MAKES me find false hope when the rest of my brain knows it's really stupid.
Strangely, the teensy optimistic part, when perked up, is overpowering.

come on ... i've got too much experience .....haaaha
i am not gonna take the initiative again...

...............

just flip through some random photos in my hard disk for my assignment
and i realize that.. i really miss you guys
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

An incident may be painted by an individual,
of which may be viewed and interpreted by a million other eyes.
When material and critical information is omitted or misrepresented,
knowledge of the masses will be skewed in favor of the narrator.
What survives the account exists,
and what is omitted becomes unwillingly deleted from ever existing.

All too often one witnesses this in one's daily lives.

What makes one abandon one's objectivity,
stray from one's virtues in order to paint a false picture of oneself?

Why can't one accept who one is and also accept the people around one for who they really are,
and appreciate all they have done for one to preserve one's innocence and status?

Why is there a double standard who who one treats better,
or how much one can tolerate?

Why must one announce and disseminate proudly certain things
and lie feverishly to conceal certain others?

It doesn't make sense.
No matter how godlike one believes one is,
one's hands still remain the same size and can only cover one pair of eyes at a time,
and not large enough to cover the entire sky at the same time.

So why even bother?


Monday, March 16, 2009

梁靜茹 今天情人節 演唱會

went to this with cherie lo and her mum! thx so much ! luv u!!
love fish even more after this show!! hahaaa

what a pity that i didnt bring my camera's battery!
just took a few photos with my mobile !!

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one more subject to go xdd pa !!!
study study study study study


Monday, March 02, 2009

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happy birthday to chingyee

oh u must remember what u had replied in the sms !!! hahahaaaaa

mock begins! scary!!

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farewell

 
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